Today I was shopping in Aldi and a woman was apparently observing me and how I shop. She said, "You know just what you want and you just grab it and put it in your cart! Here I am just moseying along through the aisles not knowing what I want." I laughed and made some funny joke about having 2 boys that eat through the house and never having enough food in the house!

Now, when she said this I didn't think much of it, but I realized that I do know what I want and I am very purposeful in how I shop and what I choose these days. 

When she said this to me I happened to be on the end cap of the organic produce section at Aldi and this week there was seemingly more to choose from than others. I was grabbing all the organic produce that made reasonable sense for our family and budget. As I was checking out, I looked down and was so grateful for this store and the ever increasing "Simply Nature" organic items they seem to carry. 

You see, I am learning to accept that I am in fact a weirdo recovering cancer mom that can't go back to that other me who didn't care before cancer. 

I admit that I used to never care about if food was organic or not. I didn't really think it mattered very much. 

But then I looked at the state of my health dealing with Ulcerative Colitis in my young 20s and later having a child with cancer, a husband with ongoing asthma and digestive issues and I realized that through all of that I did decide it mattered and that I had to fight to get healthier and cleaner products and food into my home. This is something I am truly passionate about and it's shaped how I shop and even stepping into the consultant role with Beautycounter.  

We are far from perfect in this, but it was a priority I realized that I wanted to put more of our money towards. My kids still eat too much junk and it's a never ending fight to try to reduce their sugar intake from the world, but we all have to do the best we can and still try and live a normal happy and balanced life. 

Grocery shopping is just a tiny thing in the week that we all have patterns and ways we go about it. It really isn't something I stop to think much about until a stranger seems to recognize that "I know what I am doing" (even though I very much do not!). I just try to stock up on organic produce as cheap as possible and act like a kid in a candy shop when doing it! 

Looking at my cart, I found myself thinking, maybe buying organic is a hoax and it doesn't really matter at all. Maybe it truly doesn't. But then I found myself thinking about pesticides and them being spayed all over crops these days and you know, maybe I just won't take that chance as a recovering cancer mom? 

p.s. I know it's been forever since I posted on this blog and maybe a nice little family update would be good, but I just had the urge to write and maybe, just maybe I am realizing I need to make that time in this world and not worry about the order of things so much, but here's a family photo that the talented Charlie Mather took of us, that I should probably post a little more soon... in a year... when I feel like it.... hahaha

Judah is doing great and we had a clear 1 year post transplant biopsy and we celebrated his first Day 0 Re-birthday and truly we could not do anything else than to give God all the glory and thank him daily for the breath in our lungs and the life in our children! Thank you Jesus for your healing on our family! 

The Beginning of Our Organic Food Journey

This past Saturday morning, a friend of mine from church held a Nutrition class about eating organic/healthy. She had lots of great food for us to try! I tried for the 1st time blackstrap molasses (loaded with iron) in my oatmeal, homemade flaxseed crackers w/hummus, a cucumber-lemon type tonic drink... just to name a few new items. A few weeks ago, when I had to stay home due to morning sickness, I watched the movie Food, Inc. My eyes were opened to some pretty horrible issues in the food industry in our country today. However, I was left with an uncomfortable feeling about what to do about it. Going to her class really helped me to figure out the next steps for our family.

If you are like me... I have been couponing and finding deals on all things. I won't buy it unless it is on sale for 40-50% and I have coupons. However, I was loading up my cart with crap I wouldn't/shouldn't normally eat. Mostly, very processed things. I've been what I like to think as healthy, and I wanted to support local farmers, so I would drive to Gilbert every two weeks and buy produce, then go visit my grandma. Slowly, I learned that not all things at my perfect little produce stand were so perfect and lots of times things were from other countries, etc. Not exactly what I was going for.

At the class, I learned to START AT THE TOP OF THE FOOD CHAIN AND WORK YOUR WAY DOWN. Start with meat, then dairy, then ultimately vegetables.

I knew from the video that pretty much all meats are loaded with crap i.e. antibiotics/hormones and that they have been genetically modified to have larger breasts for bigger meat. Rarely are these animals exposed to the outdoors, and the risk for e coli outbreaks are so much higher... Remember mad cow? Remember just this past week with the Romain lettuce recall due to e coli... I feel like this recent example should make us think... "How in the world is lettuce getting exposed to e coli?" Well, watching the video helps to explain that.

So, I did some research on meats and found it really difficult to find someone in my city that provides affordable meat. Is it so wrong to want to eat meat from animals that have actually been grazing in the GRASS!? I finally saw a commercial for Springer Mountain Farms chicken. They seemed trustworthy and met all my criteria, plus their meat was carried at Publix, Kroger (although I didn't see it there), and Earthfare. I also think that I am going to trust Publix Greenwise products for the time being due to the fact that they have the USDA Organic seal of approval on their products. However, I'm still on the fence about them, until I know more. I need to do more research there. These brands of meat are more expensive, however, I realized that I would rather eat meat less often or more sparingly than buy meat from other vendors that say "all natural," but really are NOT.

Another option that I am going to experiment in the next few weeks, is the Farmer's Market downtown Columbia. Hopefully, I can go with my friend and learn more about buying things from there. She buys almost everything from there, but as much as I admire her lifestyle... I am not there yet, nor completely convinced that I want to be there. However, I do want to go and learn and meet some local farmers that have kept good standards in place.

With vegetables, I have learned a few key things. 1)I've been following the Dirty Dozen Clean 15 guide. Some things do not have to be organic when it comes to vegetables, others it is a good idea. 2)You can do a vinegar wash on your produce to reduce the amount of pesticides that you ingest. Basically, you mix white vinegar with water and let stuff soak for 5 minutes. I haven't tried this, but I'm going to see how it effects the taste/how it works soon. I'll keep you updated.

Where we are at in our food journey:
-I am buying meat that is organic, just eating less (Hart's on game with this, too!)
-I am buying pasteurized organic milk
-I am buying organic grange-fed eggs (wishing that I could have my own chickens, but not sure what my neighbors would think)
-I am following the Dirty Dozen Clean 15 guide when buying produce. What is on the "dirty side," I'm going to wash with vinegar and see how that works out.
-I want to introduce/try out new grains/lentils/legumes to make healthy meals.

Tonight, Hart and I went to Publix. As I planned meals for this week, I switched out Meat Lasagna for Veggie Lasagna, and we have one major/normal for most Mexi-chicken dish planned. I spent $58 on groceries. I still used Southern Savers and I still used coupons and bought several things, like cereals, yogurt, cheese, some English muffins, orange juice that are still normal processed items. I saved a total $25. I was a little sad that I couldn't spend $40 on our groceries, but Hart reminded me that I bought a lot of organic items, and that I need to keep in mind that my wonderful coupon role model doesn't buy things like what I bought. So, I felt much better. At this point, I am trying to still spend about $250 on all things grocery/house related. So far, we are doing fine! I am going to the Gilbert produce stand tomorrow, so I will spend another $20 there for the next 2 weeks. I do not have time this next weekend to visit the farmer's market.

More to come on my reasons why the changes later!